It can sometimes be hard to have a favorite song, movie, book, etc. For something to be considered your “favorite” that would mean that it either stands out to you, has some meaning in your life, or you can just connect with it. If I could pick three songs to be a soundtrack to my life, they would be; Big Green Tractor by Jason Aldean, Young, Dumb, and Broke by DJ. Khalid, and The Good the Bad and The Ugly by Ennio Morricone.
The first song in my list of three would be Big Green Tractor by Jason Aldean. This song stands out to me based on my past jobs working as a farmer. My first ever job was on a dairy farm, however even before this my father had a horse farm so I grew up driving tractors. My dad told me the story a few times how when I was just three years old I was just sitting on the seat of the tractor and he was opening a gate in front of us when the machine slipped into gear. Even though I was four years old I put my foot on the clutch and stopped the tractor from hitting him. Some other memories I have would be when my dad had a backhoe on his John Deere. When I was six years old I would sit on my dad’s lap and he would teach me the controls, so I could dig a whole. The first time I dug on my own I ended up making a soon do be puddle in the driveway. Memories like this is what makes this song so special to me. The first big farm I worked on at the time was called Ken Adams Dairy Farm. This farm had only John Deere tractors that were mostly bigger sized but there was a range of sizes for every job that needed to be done. My first real driving memory on that farm was when I first started in the fall of 2014 when I was told that another guy got the pay loader stuck while digging a whole in the pasture. I knew what to do obviously, I got the chain and used a medium-sized tractor with four-wheel drive and pulled him out. I was the one picked to pull him out because I was really the only non-Amish worker there at the time. I went from this first time just simply pulling out a stuck vehicle to doing field work and eventually being entrusted with every responsibility that needed to be done. At the time that I left that farm at the end of 2017 I was even the only one who could do a certain number of jobs proficiently. A big example of being the only one who can do certain jobs would be backing wagons into the shed to be stored. The wagons being backed in were either hay wagons or auger wagons commonly known as “Chopper Boxes”. I had no difficulty parking the wagons because my mindset would be that I would imagine I am just moving a little red wagon by hand. These wagons had dual axles, so the tongue would only turn the two wheels in the front. This is what was the hardest part about backing them in and was the reason most couldn’t back them in. What increased the difficulty of backing them in was that the Chopper Boxes were about 40’ long and about 20’ high. These dimensions made it hard to see the back of the wagon efficiently, so you essentially couldn’t see where you were going. The hay wagons when we had a big day of square baling could be filled up to as much as three stacked tiers above the frame of the wagon. That made it so high that if it was to close to the rafters it would catch and break them off. It would also if too close to the sides hit the outside tin and either make a dent or a whole. The boss does not want to have his shed broken due to negligence, so it made my job even more important to back them in the right way. I respond to this song on an emotional level to these memories and this song and I also respond on a physical level being I have driven these tractors my whole life and it brings back many memories of that. Hearing this song just brings me back to these memories and reminds me of my past.
The next song in the soundtrack to my life would be Young, Dumb, and Broke, by DJ Khalid. I can relate to this song more to how I am in the present. I am as are most college students young, dumb, and broke. Although this song highlights on the negatives of being a teenager turning into an adult, this song talks a lot about the fun of living life. It has a positive tone overall. “What’s fun about commitment? When we have our life to live” (Khalid Young, Dumb, and Broke). This quote shows one of the positive parts of the song. It is based around the idea of just letting go and living life. Khalid’s music is mostly focused on that idea. He used different beats and rhythms to create a feeling of freedom. I respond to this song emotionally because when it plays I immediately think of sitting around a campfire on a summer night with all my friends having a great time with no cares in the world. I respond to this son g on a physical note because I physically am young, I physically am dumb, and sadly I am physically broke. Hearing this song makes me want to relive the memories I have made over the years with my friends.
The last song on the soundtrack to my life would be The Good the Bad and The Ugly by Ennio Morricone. This song is most popularly known from the movie The Good the Bad and The Ugly starring Clint Eastwood. This song relates to me because I would always watch western movies with my dad. To some kids they would think of this experience as being dumb or not interesting. For me however I think the opposite. My father is no longer living, and I greatly loved watching the movies with him. He would most of the time fall asleep during them and then I would have to explain some parts to him, but he would also use the time during the movies to tell me how much I meant to him. There is nothing I wouldn’t give up having him back in my life just, so I could have the talks we had during the movies. That is how I would connect to this song on an emotional level. This song doesn’t even need words to have that effect, just hearing this song being played immediately takes me back to those memories I do not ever want to forget. I can still remember that the unrelated show, “Rawhide”, that my dad would like to watch showed what it was like to push cattle long distances. I liked this show because it showed in detail what life was like for a cattle herder. Another show my dad loved to watch and I think of when I hear this song is “Bonanza”. My dad always liked to make it back in time from wherever he was to watch his Bonanza. This show was about the father Ben Cartwright watching over his ranch that was famously called “The Ponderosa”. What I remember about this TV series is that it seemed lie their ranch was always being attacked by outsiders. They always won, and they had their own iconic theme song to go with the show. Even though they had a different theme song I still relate this show to the song The Good the Bad and the Ugly because of all the hours I have spent watching those western movies and shows with him. The actual movie, “The Good the Bad and the Ugly”, was the story of two unlikely allies. “Joe” played by Clint Eastwood and “Tuco” played by Eli Wallach, team up. However, this does not last long. Joe captures a bandit and tries to get him executed. The story changes when as the bandit is being hung he rescues him and in turn makes Tuco angry. Tuco in turn tries to have Joe murdered for this but that does not last long when they must rejoin as a team to beat out a criminal and the union army for their share of $20,000 that a soldier hid buried in the desert sand. They get the money in the sand and then the movie is over and the song The Good the Bad and the Ugly plays once more. The physical response this song brings up in me is me stopping what I am doing just to relive the memories of those movies with my dad.